The blog is showing a lot of pottery. I DO live a life outside of pots. If all goes well, soon I will have my bike and things will be changing. In the next few months there will be some decisions to make. Some I will have control over, others I will not have control over. Some things are back to square one of a year ago--housing?? Job?? School?? Why?? What?? I really want to laugh out loud a lot more, and to sing out to my heart's content. I've not been able to do this for a long while.
I feel awesomely HIGH in 2 things that I do...volleyball is one and pottery is the other. I think it's because these things are tangible; that I can decide to improve in little steps: serve every ball over; serve every ball overhand; go after everything that I can without injuring someone else or myself; push myself off the ground using my right leg with the knee surgery; go after a hit at every set no matter if it's on the net or low or bad; try a soft block; stuff a ball at the net, etc.
In pottery? Make wonderful pots that I love!
These are different than handling loneliness and sadness. I try to be good to others; to curtail negative criticism; to have a positive attitude. These are spiritual things; important things; heavy things: my quality of life is improved when I send only good and peace out from my center.